Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim....

Rumaysa maafkan umie

umie tak banyak masa ngan rumaysA

kadang2 umie selalu blame awak sebab tak cukup tidorla, takde masala

Umie juga rasa jelaous ngan development baby org lain

sebenarnya rumaysa tak bersalah umie yang bersalah tak jadi umie yang baik dan tak tolong for your development skill

Ya ALLAH, jadikanlah aku umie yang terbaik buat Rumaysa dan adik2nya.

Sesungguhnya aku sangat bersyukur dengan kurniaan MU....Rumaysa sebagai anakku

Semoga Rumaysa menjadi insan yang cemerlang di dunia dan di akhirat

dan janganlah aku berasa cemburu terhadap org lain kerana Engkau telah berikan sesuatu yang terbaik buatku

Moga aku lebih tabah dan cekap di dalam kehidupan ini ya ALLAH

Lets hear the story of the miracle birth.... Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim First of all...i was soo touch with the comments. It is really a signed from ALLAH that telling me to keep on writing on my blog. iit is shown that there are people out there who are interesting in reading my blog...especially to my bffjs. lets hear the story of Rumaysa. She was born on the 37th weeks of my pregnancy....which is 3 weeks earliar from EDD which is on the 21st of Nov 2010. I guessed she was eager to see the world and celebrating eidul adha with us...or is it i'm eating too much sweet food till she couldn't take it anymore....hahaha. oh by the way, every weekend after the hari raya, i'm be invited to the open house and of course there will be deserts and cookies which i'm into it and the first food that i'm aiming for is the cakes....sooo nyummy. ok, back to the birth story. on the 1st nov, which is on Monday, i feel something when i woke up from the sleep....but still, i went to the office as usual. the whole day, i feel like period...when your back feel ache, and your below abdomen feel stift...but still no sign of contraction or blood. i was remembered quite clear when i told the kakak in the office about my pain, she said " you will see the sign and you will deliver tonight'...i just laughed since i don't feel like giving a birth that day. Heading back to home after worked, we stopped at the stall to have dinner. Malas nak masak sebab kaki rasa tak selesa. After we reached home, as usual i'm going to take my bath before maghrib and suddenly i spotted a blood....cholacish spot. called my mom and she said....go straight to the hospital, but take your bath first and minum air yang jatuh dr basuhan rambut sebagai air selusuh. so, as a new mom to be....i just followed my mom instruction.

On the way, to the hospital....i statrted to feel the contraction....every 10 minutes i counted. Supaya nanti nurse tanya....i can answer them well. Because it was after office hours, we have been told earlier to go straight to the labour room. We bumped into my gynae Dr Siti when we entered the parking area....laa....Dr Siti dah balikla. Anyway, we just parked our car and go to the labour room. i felt anxious and excited at the same time....huhuhu. Takut pun ada, to be honest. Ok, the labour room is a restriction area. we have to rang the bell first to enter. then, the nurse take me to our individual labour room.yes, every parents have their own labour room.

its totally different from what i imagined. it is quiet there, no screaming and i also don't know how many people there. no glass window and everybody is inside their own room. so, we don't know what happen to everybody. I also didn't saw any doctor running here and there...so calm inside. before the nurse asked, i told them i saw a sign and i felt the contraction. so, the nurse asked me to change my cloth with the hospital cloth and lie down in the bed so she can measure the open in my vagina. guess what, the open not even an inch....on no...but i said, i already saw the signed....she said yes...you have saw the sign for the labour but there is no opening yet and it might get to 2 to 3 days. o oh.. she said you can go home first and call us first before coming to the hospital. we can guide you through the phone if you unsure and confiouse whether it is time for labour or not. so, it was a false alarm....but we still need to be charged...luckily it was sponsored by PMCare....alhamdulillah and thanks to TM :)

Called my mom and told her that this is only a false alarm. heading back home, i felt hungry or maybe to cover my anxiety...hehehe we stopped by at a&w. i want something sweet like the waffle. for all the time, the waffle was already finished and its only 9 pm and this a&w is open 24hours. so, i asked for choc eclairs......hahaha boleh tak.

at home, we prayed our isya' and watched the tv, my hubby favourite tv drama...criminal minds. and for me, i started to feel the contraction more frequently and painly. At 11pm, when to bed to sleep....and at 12am...i still can't slept...and more blood coming out from my vagina. at 1pm, woke up my hubby and we called the nurse in sdmc. i explained the pain, the blood and the contraction. she said, just coming over since you can't sleep.

so, we heading back to the hospital for the 2nd time.....huhuhu. to be continued.....

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim....

today topic is lets recharge and lift up the spirit. Lama betul tak menulis. sejak Rumaysa dilahirkan, i have no mood in writing....even i have thought to close my blog. tapi, rasa takde tempat plak nak luahkan perasaan...and minda jadi kusut sebab tak dpt spell out the feeling inside. So, Iwant to keep this blog and terus blogging....insyaALLAH.

Banyak sangat benda terjadi sejak Rumaysa dilahirkan. oh ye, Rumaysa dilahirkan pada 2 November 2010 at 37 minggu. uish, alhamdulillah, semua kelengkapan dah siap. Nantilah kita cerita into detail Rumaysa nyer birth story. Lepas Rumaysa dilahirkan, saya terpaksa shift my mind/anjakan paradigma. Ialah, dah ada anakkan. Kita kena pikir juga pasal dia. kalau dulu masak/basuh baju semua boleh selesai at one short, tapi skunk kalau tengah masak...tiba2 kedengaran suara dia yang merdu sambil manja2 minta disusukan....kenalah tinggallkan semua kerja dan bergegas pergi kat my little bam bam nie. Oh, perlu diingatkan mula2 tu memang culture shock. yelah, tak ley tidur malam....then kena mandikan dia, susukan dia tapi semua ini adalah pengalaman paling menyeronokkan and berharga.

Tapi memang banyak kali ada sharing discussion with my habibi macam 'sesi muhasabah diri'. Ialah, dua2 pun kena berkerjasama dalam hal niekan. Oklah, setakat nie shaja. saya nak recharge semula and lift up my spirit. Nak buat aim/resolution. i know i'm a bit late/slow to do my resolution which people usually did on the new year's eve. But, wise people said...it is better late than never....hehehe.

wassalam

THREE MONTHS OLD 4 +++ MONTHS OLD

4MTHS OLD

3+++ MONTHS OLD

13 DAYS OLD

Pics of my little...precious...miracle...gift from ALLAH.

ALHAMDULILLAH

(nie draft yg tak publish....huhuhu) to my dear Rumaysa, Yes, now i have enter a new phase of life.......called motherhood with you my dear. you came to this world with two pushes and with Abie all the times beside me. Hearing you cried and cuddle you right after the birth was the true moment that umie can't forget for the rest of my life. i was sooo...speechless and the only word that umie can say is....'anak kita bang....alhamdulillah' i really like to see you sleep....your face so pure and serene and it makes umie so peaceful seeing your face. the first three nights...you sound a sleep in the night. then, the night after that....night after that...you had given me a hard time...huhuhu. sometime both we cried together.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim,

Alhamdulillah, seperti yang kita semua ketahui, semalam merupakan hari permulaan puasa bagi seluruh rakyat Malaysia. Ia juga merupakan kali pertama saya berpuasa bersama suami dan anak yang masih di dalam kandungan.

Pada mulanya saya agak risau, mampukah saya bangun utk masak sahur buat suami, mampukah saya berpuasa penuh 30 hari, mampukah saya masak utk berbuka dan akhir skali mampukah saya berterawih pada malamnya.

Selama saya mengandung nie, saya memang masak utk suami, tapi bukanlah setiap hari. Cuma selepas masak, saya akan mengalami keletihan yang teramat dan bengkak kaki. Kaki saya bengkak awal berbanding ibu2 mengandung yang hanya akan mengalami bengkak kaki pada bulan ke-8 ke atas. Tapi alhamdulillah, saya masih boleh masak dan mempunyai kudrat utk masak, cuma selepas masak memang mengah.....huhuhu.

Saya ada juga berlatih utk puasa sunat sebelum nie. Jujur saya katakan, ada hari2 yg saya tak larat. Info bg kawan2: jika kita berbuka/tidak puasa sebab diri kita, kita hanya perlu ganti puasa. Dan jika kita berbuka/tidak puasa sebab anak didlm kandungan, kita perlu ganti puasa dan bayar fidyah ye. Saya banyak berdoa agar saya dapat berpuasa penuh kerana selama ni tidak berpeluang disebabkan "bulan merah" mengambang setiap kali ramadhan.

Sebelum menjelang Ramadhan, tidak putus2 saya berdoa agar diberi kekuatan dan ketabahan utk berpuasa, beribadah dan masak utk suami. Saya juga minta suami doakan saya selalu. Dan saya juga bercakap dengan baby supaya bantu emaknya berpuasa penuh sebulan, memasak, berterawih dan mengkhatamkan alQuran.

Dan hasilnya semalam, alhamdulillah. Benarlah setiap perbuatan disertai dgn niat dan azam. Saya dapat bangun sahur (masak sayur dan goreng ayam), puasa penuh dan berterawih. ohhh....utk berbuka, saya "terbang" ke shah alam dan berganding bahu dengan mak utk memasak makanan berbuka.....hihihi.

Memang rezeki saya dapat suami yang tak cerewet bab makan. Suami kata utk sahur masak jer yg simple2, hatta kalau tak sempat kurma ngan air putih pun jadilah.....huhuhu. tapi, saya perlu makan makanan berat sedikit, at least susu,roti....demi menjaga keperluan sikecik didlm. Menu hari nie belum pikir lagi, tapi yg penting simple but special bak kata my husband.

Doakan saya dapat berpuasa penuh dan diterima ALLAH, insyaALLAH.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

My child,

The first time I saw you, you only a size of seed,

The second time I saw you, you only a size of a piece of meat,

The third time I saw you, you have transform into a human,

With two hands, five fingers, two legs....

Nothing me and your abi can say, only a zikr on our lips for a miracle of ALLAH's creation

To be granted to his humble servant.

Grow my little one, grow to be a fighter, grow to be a good and pious Muslim...nothing more that can I say...only SUBHANALLAH, ALHAMDULILLAH, ALLAHUAKBAR

Then We made the drop of water a clot, then We made the clot a piece of flesh,
then We made the bones with flesh, then We developed it into another shape. So
blessed be Allah, the Best Creator (23:14)