Berakhirnya Ramadhan bulan penuh keberkatan....

Rasa seperti semalam baru kita memulakan ibadah puasa. Puasa kali ini agak mencabar, dek kerana inilah kali pertama saya berpuasa sambil 8 jam masa dihabiskan di office. penat, memang penat....selalunya selepas berbuka mesti rasa nak tidur dan kadang2 memang tidur dulu then baru terawih.

Masa yang banyak dihabiskan di pejabat menyebabkan sukar untukku membaca alquran. Tapi, ku cuba juga kerana bulan ini sangat istimewa....tak mahu dilepaskan begitu sahaja. Tahun ini juga merupakan kali pertama ku membayar zakat fitrah....alhamdulillah.

Setiap kali tiba penghujung Ramadhan, ku selalu rasa sedih dan takut. Sedih kerana Ramadhan, bulan yang mulia ini, bulan di mana doa kita direct kepada ALLAH dan bulan keberkatan ini akan berlalu pergi. Takut pula, kerana selepas ini syaitan2 dan jin2 akan dilepaskan dan kita tak tahu bagaimana IMAN kita menghadapinya. Hanya doa dipanjatkan semoga IMAN ini berjaya menghadapi semua hasutan syaitan2 yang menyesatkan manusia. Doa juga dipanjatkan semoga diri ini dapat bertemu Ramadhan yang akan datang.

A friend of mine send this beautiful words. Its about our FAITH a.k.a TAQDIR. What she wrote is sooo true....jangan digusar taqdir kita kerana ALLAH pasti lebih mengetahuinya.

Kenapa harus gusar dan risau akan apa yang akan kau tempuhi hari esok..
Akan apa yg bakal kau lalui dimasa depanmu kelak..atau apa yg terhidang untukmu pd masa kini dan hayat yang akan datang……

Seharusnya engkau tidak harus berasa gusar atau takut walaupun sedikt ttg masa hadapanmu, kerana taqdirmu direncana oleh Yang Maha Hebat.

Yang merencana taqdirmu itu adalah Dia yg Maha Berkuasa dari segala yg berkuasa didunia ini,
DIa yg Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya yg terjadi di alam semesta ini hingga tiada sebesar zarahpun perkara yg berlaku yg tidak diketahuiNya.
Dia Yang Maha Bijaksana mendirikn alam ini dgn segala isinya..
Dia Yang Maha Penyantun, Maha Penyayang dan Maha Lembut……yg mengasihi hamba-hambaNya lebih dari seorg ibu menyayangi anakNya..
Dia Yang Maha Mengabulkn permohonan hamba-hambaNya……
Dialah segala-galaNya…………..

Dan Dia jugalah lah yg mengatur susun galur jalan taqdirmu..
Apa kamu tidak yakin pdNya???? Tidak percaya pd KebijaksanaanNya dlm mengatur dn mengurus segalaNya..? ?Apa kamu tidak yakin dgn kebenaran kata-kata dan janji-janji Nya?? Tidak cukupkah kau memerhatikn setiap ciptaan dn kebesaran serta keagunganNya disekeliling hidupmu??

Jadi…….utk apa engkau risau ttg taqdirMu?? Untuk apa engkau takut ttg apa yg bakal kau hadapi kelak?? Utk apa engkau takut pd jalan hidup yg bakal tersedia utkmu dimasa depan kelak??

Kerana Dia yg maha Hebat yg mengatur jalanmu itu…….laluilah jalan yg terbentang ini dgn penuh yakin dn redha….laluilah jalan yg Dia sediakn itu dgn penuh TAQWA…..kerana disitu akan kau temui keindahan-Nya. Pastilah Dia Yang Maha Hebat ini mentaqdirkn sesuatu yg hebat utk mu..Mungkin terkadang engkau belum lagi dapat melihat keindahan dn kehebatan jalan yg Dia beri…….tetapi yakinlah!!!! Suatu hari kau pasti jua akan tahu dn kenal…….JALAN TUHAN INI TERSANGAT INDAH BUATKU!!!

Kerana kebodohan dn ilmu yg terbatas pd mu, engkau tidak mampu menyingkap taqdir indah yg tersembunyi dariNya…Cuma jika kau benar2 mempercayaiNya dn melihat jalan Nya itu dgn mata hati IMAN..nescaya kau akan temui Cahaya Nya..kau akan temui petunjukNya.

Oleh itu, aku ingin bertanya padamu…….MASIHKAH ENGKAU RISAU DAN KHUATIR AKAN TAQDIR DAN APA YG BAKAL KAU TEMPUHI DIMASA DEPAN KELAK????atau apakah kau masih akan bersedih dgn jalan yg Dia tetapkn utkmu kini??? Tanyalah IMAN mu. Kelak kau akan tahu nnti….”AKU TIADA SEBAB UNTUK MENANGISI NASIB ATAU HIDUPKU…TIADA SEBAB UTK BERASA SEDIH ATAU BERDUKACITA. .TIADA SEBAB UTK MERASA KECEWA DGN SEGALANYA..KRN DUNIA INI HANYALAH KOSONG BELAKA…SEKADAR TEMPAT PERSINGGAHAN! !! JADI JANGAN LAMA-LAMA BUANG MASA UTK MENANGISI HAL DUNIAWIMU…KERANA HIDUPMU YG KEKAL ABADI DI NEGERI AKHIRAT….NEGERI KEKAL ABADI.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim......

pada ketika ini, aku sangat konfius, aku tak percaya,fikian ku tak bley menerimanya, bermain-main di benak fikiran ku ini. Adakah apa yang keluar dari mulutnya, tulus dari hati nuraninya atau bermuka-muka sahaja. Hanya ALLAH yang tahu....ya....hanya ALLAH yang tahu. Selebihnya aku hanya mampu berdoa semoga ibu dan bapaku di berikan kebaikan dan kebenaran. Semoga kami sekeluarga dihindarkan dari mereka yang dengki dan berhasrat ingin menipu kami, ya ALLAH ya Tuhanku.....KAULAH yang dapat menghindarkan kami sekeluarga dari manusia durjana. Semoga aku akan tetap berhusnuzzan dengannya dan semoga dia dilimpahkan taufiq serta hidayah dari MU ya ALLAH. Ameen ya rabbal al amin.

~usah di tanya mengapa~

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

aL-fATIHAH di atas pemergian HAJAR IZHAM yang telah menemui ALLAH pada malam semalam bersamaan 9 sept/ramadhan 1429H

Today, I got a message from Mai about the death of our primary school friend....HAJAR IZHAM.
She was 23 years old and how age does not matter when it came to death.

Actually, I never heard of her since secondary school. Suddenly got a news about her death. Usually, I will getting a news about walimah which is a happy and lovely news.......but this time is a sad news. Tapi, it is a bless to died in RamAdhan.

People.......see how easily death can take your life, while kita diberi nyawa yang sangat berharga ini, marilah kita mencari sebanyak mungkin keredhaan ALLAH, membuat sebanyak mungkin kebaikan di atas muka bumi ini dan mengajak manusia ke arah kebaikan.

In remebrance of HAJAR IZHAM - 9 Sept 2008/Ramadhan 1429Hijrah

DEATH

death can get you any time

death can get you in your sleep

death can get you in your wake

death can get your friend

death can kill your soul mate then come and get you

death is easy to get

death by a gun

death by a knife

death by in a gallow

death by the gilliteens

death by hands

death be accident

death by shock

an exploding heart in your body

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

Ramadhan Mubarak to all......

First Ramadhan as a worker. The working time for Ramadhan is the same which is 8 hours but the different is we have to come early 8 am, lunch have been shortened to half an hour only and we can go back at 4.30 pm. The only thing that make me tense everyday is got stuck in the jam. I saw lots of cars now, everybody is rushing to work at the same time and they go back also at the same time, everybody want to iftar at their house. Luckily, so far, we haven't break our fast in the car. Although we have kurma spare inside the dashboard and also a cup of water.....incase. Just pity my dad cause he's the one who is driving.....really this jam is testing our patients and what we can do is always zikr.

For the bazaar, we are avoiding Bazaar. Cause we did'nt like to end up wasting the food or eating too much. But, at the Lower Ground of my office, they selling cute little KUEH, but the price is not little though. However hope the taste worth the price. So, I'm buying some today for IFTAR.

So far, no invitation to break fast outside :(

But I felt tiring a bit in this ramadhan. The jam make us reach home late and we have to rush to prepare for iftar. After that im feel tired and sleepy. But, I will try to max kan everything (sahut seruan Zahrah)....max tadarrus....max solat sunat.....max zikr.....

Last weekend I met a new friend, actually she is my mother's friend daughter. They are Jordanian. The mum call aunty Nawal and my friend's name is Rawan. Rawan means the queen of roses and my friend is also sweet as roses....(^_^). ALLAH is the most gracious one, I lost a friend but met a new friend.

This is Rawan first visit to Malaysia. All other family member (she got 6 siblings) had come and visit Malaysia. And mum had suggested to me to take Rawan go to visit Genting Highland since that place is more likely for teenagers rather than citizen people ;) . Also, her parents are busying with their study and its better for the local.....ME......to take her visit our beloved Malaysia.

The plan to take her touring Kuala Lumpur made by my mom (like always)....hehehe. She came to KL on Friday noon and mom took her visited Central Market and the Muzium (I can't take half day because im still new and it will look bad if i do so....so....I didn't joined them). After that, they fetched me and we had dinner in Midvalley.

She slept at my house because mom said it is easier to go out together compare if we need to fetch at her parents in Bangi (which takes about an hour from Shah Alam). Rawan stayed at my house for two nights. During the two nights we talked about our culture and lots of things to build a good relationship.

The next day we went to Genting Highland. We had greeeeeeat time together except that she had gone to three "THRILL GAMES" alone. Its not that I don't want to play but, im afraid i'm might throw afterwards (wink...wink) hehehehe. We'd played almost all the games. Rawan and me have so many in commons. She also talkatives and we can talks anything.......it seems we being friends for years (but the truths......I known her for only 3 days). The next day, we went to see the pyramid in Malaysia and sent her back safely to her parents and her mum made a nice khuzie dish (last time we ate makhlubah).......(^_^)

Today, she will go back to JORDAN (she need to go back. Can't take leave too long because she is a Dentist) at 3.oo am and we are going to send her off. She ask me to go to Jordan and she will take me touring Jordan the next time. Although I went to Jordan last June, but its only for about 11 hours. InsyaALLAH next year I will spend two weeks in Jordan. Need to save some money now. Im sad actually, but we still can YM together.

~NADIAH & RAWAN~

Aunty Nawal, uncle Muhammad and Rawan

us @ Genting