Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim

Salam Peeps,

The laziness around me made me really lazy to update, but few people already sound me " bila nak update blog", so today i won the fight over my laziness (^_^)

Let's see what am I doing up to nowadays:

The last post was about I'm went for an interview to take my ACCA and ALHAMDULILLAH, im being accepted so do my friend, Niza.......hoooray......or is it 'Nadiah, you don't have time to laziness and watching TV now'. To think about it again...can I do it.....hohohoho.....hope so.....its different when you take your degree. The degree you have to take, so that you can work but ACCA, I already working and what more is I'm doing part time or UiTM called it Pengajian Luar Kampus(PLK). Pray to me my friend, hope I can survive and next two years, I will be on the stage again in Dewan Sri Budiman (^_^)

Talking about the stage, I will be walking on it this coming 30th Nov 2008, Sunday. Yup, my convocation will be in two weeks time. Do come to my convocation and brings lots of flowers okey......hehehe. Alhamdulillah, the baju for the convocation is ready olso........kak nor memang pandaila jahit baju........Want to see it!!!! Do come to my convo okey, my session will be in the morning, so all of you can come in the afternoon.

My mom lost a friend, that is not mean that her friend's died but her friend has gone back to her country, JORDAN for good. It is sad, because Aunty Nawal (Rawan's mother) is really nice. But that's life, people come and go, alhamdulillah if that people is missing you because that's mean ALLAH gives Rahmah to the friendship. Like the program I've attended recently, How to be a Good MURABBI, tiadanya dirindui, adanya disayangi. Sometimes I wish I don't have to face any loses in life, because it's really hurt you inside, the pain of losing someone that we are really love and care. But that's fitrah.....and ALLAH knows the best.

I also trying a new recipe now, which I've called steamed choc brownies with cheese. Got this recipe doing a ziarah to my relative's house. The recipe is so nice and also brings me some income too....hehehe. My mom's friend who is eating the cake during her visit to my house, start to order for herself and also for Hari Raya Qurban. The recipe is soooo easy to make and anybody who want the recipe, message me okey. You don't need to have a bake oven because it is steam. As long as you have dapur gas, you can make it(^_^)

Okey, before Im going to end my bebelan.......There is some advise to those who reading:

People, please be aware, we are now facing a global crisis which is going to last till 2010. My advise is, be cautious on your spending okey, tapi belila sikit2, since it is going to be a massive sale for the end of the year.......ngeeehhhhhh.

And also to women, start to take care of your health. It is from my mother. Start to drink ANLENE for your bone because last two weeks, my mom is being admitted to the hospital. Slip disk on her back bone. And if you can see her face at that time and how really pain she was, you will drink ANLENE milk, yang iklan Michelle Yeoh tu. Huhuhu, the milk is not bad, its better than ducth lady fresh milk. I said like this because I don't like to drink fresh milk unless it is a flavoured one. Olso, the doc said that my mom's bone is like a 55 years old bone.

To end my post for this entry, lets see some pictures:

Buhbye Aunty Nawal, Hope we can meet you again...sob...sob

One whole cake

Slicing cake....cheese in the middle with choc brownies...nyum...nyum (^_^)

Minum susu, tulang anda jadi sihat dan kuat

Macam saya!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Assalamualaikum semua,

Lama betul tak update, bukan takde masa....tapi takde benda best and faedah yang ingin dikongsikan sehingga hari ini.

Esok, pukul 2.30 ptg d UiTM Shah Alam akan ada satu temuduga untuk pelajar professional ACCA and guest what, Im one of the candidates. Yup, I want to continue my study for ACCA. Alhamdulillah kepada ALLAH yang maha Pemurah lagi maha penyayang kepada hambaNYA ini, kerana ALLAHlah jua yang memperkenankan doa hambaNYA yang hina nie.

Kenapakah saya berkata begitu. Actually, the application for the professional costs has been closed at the end of September. And I was been informed from my TM colleagues (Niza, MMU student who actually applying for the costs) told me during lunch time chit chatting last week on Wednesday. Then, I was so cuak, start to look in the internet to confirm on what she said and it is true, the application is closed for the coming semester.

Then, I start to call my friends who are studying in UiTM. Starting from kak Aisyah, then Ayu and lastly my saver who helped me a lot.....my junior from HIRA'....Najwa Mohamed. Alhamdulillah, she asked the coordinator directly and the coordinator said I need to give all my documents tomorrow (Thursday). She called me on Thursday to come over tomorrow (Friday), to settle the application. Then, I said to her, could you please pay to the bank today(we need to pay to BSN for the application form) so that tomorrow I just go to the office and fill in the form. But, to my surprise, she sent a message at about 5 pm on the same evening, that I only need to wait for the call. Syukran jazilan to my sista. Finally, on Friday at about 4.15 pm a call from UiTM appear on my handphone and asked me to come to the faculty on Tuesday (which is tomorrw) after lunch. Terus sujud syukur. Hanya ALLAH yang tahu betapa syukurnya diri ku ini. ALHAMDULILLAH.....THUMMALHAMDULILLAH.

On saturday plak, my life is like rushing here and there. Maner taknya. Pagi gi Tanjung Karang, lawat Ezati, kawanku yang baru kehilangan adindanya tercinta. Semoga Ezati tabah. Menurut Ezati adik dier nie memang baik orangnya, betulla kan, orang yang baik selalu pergi dulu. Keluarga Ezati juga Redha di atas pemergian arwah, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Then, straight to UiTM, pick up adik2 usrah bawa diorg gi walimah K.Yana di seksyen 28. Walaupun tak makan (sebab sampai2 jer dah pukul 3.30), sempat juga tegur k.Yana, supaya kak Yana tau, dtg juga ke walimah dia. Then, singgah kat HIRA' sek 27, tuk majlis Jamuan Hari Raya KDP, bg sedikit sumbangan and jamah sedikit mknn. Then, 4 pm balik umah amek barang2, untuk travel jauh ke Timur, Kuantan Pahang.

Di Kuantan ada walimah kakak Yati, Kak Fadhilah pada keesokan harinya. Yati ada special request from me tuk buatkan fruit tart for hidangan pengantin. Kami pergi pukul 5 lebih. Kami tue terdiri dari ziela, Idasyah, Kak Yati(housemate Ziela&Tie) and me. Nak dijadikan ceriter nie bertambah adventure, saya dilanda demam pagi sabtu tue. Tapi, sebab dah plan nak gi sana and sini, saya tabahkan semangat dan diikuti doa yang tak putus2 kepada ALLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH....THUMMALHAMDULILLAH....sampai di Kuantan on time untuk tengok nikah, fruit tart pun siap walaupun bakar pastry kat umah makcik Tie menggunakan oven yang diangkut from umah Yati and selamat balik ke Shah Alam pukul 9 mlm semalam. Alhamdulillah gilir2 drive dengan Idasyah.

Pengalaman minggu nie memang manis. Nak gelak pun ada. Sukar untuk dipercayai. Tapi pengajaran yang paling berharga ialah kita jangan berputus asa dengan ALLAH. Keep on praying and praying. ALLAH akan menunjukkan jalan keluar buat semua masalah yang kita hadapi. Sesuai dengan surah AL-FALAQ.

"Katakanlah Muhammad:Aku berlindung kepada Tuhan yang menguasai SUBUH"

Mengapa TUHAN yang menguasai SUBUH. Kita boleh melihat di sini, sebelum SUBUH adalah waktu malam. Malam itu gelap dan kelam sinonim dengan ketika kita dilanda masalah. Kita rasa kelam dan kusut dan hanya ALLAH sahaja yang mampu menerbitkan cahaya sinonim dengan menunjukkan jalan keluar dari segala permasalahan yang kita hadapi. ALLAH yang menerbitkan siang dengan kehendaknya begitu jua ALLAH memberi kita jalan penyelesaian dengan kehendakNYA-Kelas Tafsir Ustazah Maznah di menara TM.

Sekian sahaja coretan dariku. Doakan kejayaanku pada esok hari dan hari2 seterusnya.

Berakhirnya Ramadhan bulan penuh keberkatan....

Rasa seperti semalam baru kita memulakan ibadah puasa. Puasa kali ini agak mencabar, dek kerana inilah kali pertama saya berpuasa sambil 8 jam masa dihabiskan di office. penat, memang penat....selalunya selepas berbuka mesti rasa nak tidur dan kadang2 memang tidur dulu then baru terawih.

Masa yang banyak dihabiskan di pejabat menyebabkan sukar untukku membaca alquran. Tapi, ku cuba juga kerana bulan ini sangat istimewa....tak mahu dilepaskan begitu sahaja. Tahun ini juga merupakan kali pertama ku membayar zakat fitrah....alhamdulillah.

Setiap kali tiba penghujung Ramadhan, ku selalu rasa sedih dan takut. Sedih kerana Ramadhan, bulan yang mulia ini, bulan di mana doa kita direct kepada ALLAH dan bulan keberkatan ini akan berlalu pergi. Takut pula, kerana selepas ini syaitan2 dan jin2 akan dilepaskan dan kita tak tahu bagaimana IMAN kita menghadapinya. Hanya doa dipanjatkan semoga IMAN ini berjaya menghadapi semua hasutan syaitan2 yang menyesatkan manusia. Doa juga dipanjatkan semoga diri ini dapat bertemu Ramadhan yang akan datang.

A friend of mine send this beautiful words. Its about our FAITH a.k.a TAQDIR. What she wrote is sooo true....jangan digusar taqdir kita kerana ALLAH pasti lebih mengetahuinya.

Kenapa harus gusar dan risau akan apa yang akan kau tempuhi hari esok..
Akan apa yg bakal kau lalui dimasa depanmu kelak..atau apa yg terhidang untukmu pd masa kini dan hayat yang akan datang……

Seharusnya engkau tidak harus berasa gusar atau takut walaupun sedikt ttg masa hadapanmu, kerana taqdirmu direncana oleh Yang Maha Hebat.

Yang merencana taqdirmu itu adalah Dia yg Maha Berkuasa dari segala yg berkuasa didunia ini,
DIa yg Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya yg terjadi di alam semesta ini hingga tiada sebesar zarahpun perkara yg berlaku yg tidak diketahuiNya.
Dia Yang Maha Bijaksana mendirikn alam ini dgn segala isinya..
Dia Yang Maha Penyantun, Maha Penyayang dan Maha Lembut……yg mengasihi hamba-hambaNya lebih dari seorg ibu menyayangi anakNya..
Dia Yang Maha Mengabulkn permohonan hamba-hambaNya……
Dialah segala-galaNya…………..

Dan Dia jugalah lah yg mengatur susun galur jalan taqdirmu..
Apa kamu tidak yakin pdNya???? Tidak percaya pd KebijaksanaanNya dlm mengatur dn mengurus segalaNya..? ?Apa kamu tidak yakin dgn kebenaran kata-kata dan janji-janji Nya?? Tidak cukupkah kau memerhatikn setiap ciptaan dn kebesaran serta keagunganNya disekeliling hidupmu??

Jadi…….utk apa engkau risau ttg taqdirMu?? Untuk apa engkau takut ttg apa yg bakal kau hadapi kelak?? Utk apa engkau takut pd jalan hidup yg bakal tersedia utkmu dimasa depan kelak??

Kerana Dia yg maha Hebat yg mengatur jalanmu itu…….laluilah jalan yg terbentang ini dgn penuh yakin dn redha….laluilah jalan yg Dia sediakn itu dgn penuh TAQWA…..kerana disitu akan kau temui keindahan-Nya. Pastilah Dia Yang Maha Hebat ini mentaqdirkn sesuatu yg hebat utk mu..Mungkin terkadang engkau belum lagi dapat melihat keindahan dn kehebatan jalan yg Dia beri…….tetapi yakinlah!!!! Suatu hari kau pasti jua akan tahu dn kenal…….JALAN TUHAN INI TERSANGAT INDAH BUATKU!!!

Kerana kebodohan dn ilmu yg terbatas pd mu, engkau tidak mampu menyingkap taqdir indah yg tersembunyi dariNya…Cuma jika kau benar2 mempercayaiNya dn melihat jalan Nya itu dgn mata hati IMAN..nescaya kau akan temui Cahaya Nya..kau akan temui petunjukNya.

Oleh itu, aku ingin bertanya padamu…….MASIHKAH ENGKAU RISAU DAN KHUATIR AKAN TAQDIR DAN APA YG BAKAL KAU TEMPUHI DIMASA DEPAN KELAK????atau apakah kau masih akan bersedih dgn jalan yg Dia tetapkn utkmu kini??? Tanyalah IMAN mu. Kelak kau akan tahu nnti….”AKU TIADA SEBAB UNTUK MENANGISI NASIB ATAU HIDUPKU…TIADA SEBAB UTK BERASA SEDIH ATAU BERDUKACITA. .TIADA SEBAB UTK MERASA KECEWA DGN SEGALANYA..KRN DUNIA INI HANYALAH KOSONG BELAKA…SEKADAR TEMPAT PERSINGGAHAN! !! JADI JANGAN LAMA-LAMA BUANG MASA UTK MENANGISI HAL DUNIAWIMU…KERANA HIDUPMU YG KEKAL ABADI DI NEGERI AKHIRAT….NEGERI KEKAL ABADI.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim......

pada ketika ini, aku sangat konfius, aku tak percaya,fikian ku tak bley menerimanya, bermain-main di benak fikiran ku ini. Adakah apa yang keluar dari mulutnya, tulus dari hati nuraninya atau bermuka-muka sahaja. Hanya ALLAH yang tahu....ya....hanya ALLAH yang tahu. Selebihnya aku hanya mampu berdoa semoga ibu dan bapaku di berikan kebaikan dan kebenaran. Semoga kami sekeluarga dihindarkan dari mereka yang dengki dan berhasrat ingin menipu kami, ya ALLAH ya Tuhanku.....KAULAH yang dapat menghindarkan kami sekeluarga dari manusia durjana. Semoga aku akan tetap berhusnuzzan dengannya dan semoga dia dilimpahkan taufiq serta hidayah dari MU ya ALLAH. Ameen ya rabbal al amin.

~usah di tanya mengapa~

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

aL-fATIHAH di atas pemergian HAJAR IZHAM yang telah menemui ALLAH pada malam semalam bersamaan 9 sept/ramadhan 1429H

Today, I got a message from Mai about the death of our primary school friend....HAJAR IZHAM.
She was 23 years old and how age does not matter when it came to death.

Actually, I never heard of her since secondary school. Suddenly got a news about her death. Usually, I will getting a news about walimah which is a happy and lovely news.......but this time is a sad news. Tapi, it is a bless to died in RamAdhan.

People.......see how easily death can take your life, while kita diberi nyawa yang sangat berharga ini, marilah kita mencari sebanyak mungkin keredhaan ALLAH, membuat sebanyak mungkin kebaikan di atas muka bumi ini dan mengajak manusia ke arah kebaikan.

In remebrance of HAJAR IZHAM - 9 Sept 2008/Ramadhan 1429Hijrah

DEATH

death can get you any time

death can get you in your sleep

death can get you in your wake

death can get your friend

death can kill your soul mate then come and get you

death is easy to get

death by a gun

death by a knife

death by in a gallow

death by the gilliteens

death by hands

death be accident

death by shock

an exploding heart in your body

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

Ramadhan Mubarak to all......

First Ramadhan as a worker. The working time for Ramadhan is the same which is 8 hours but the different is we have to come early 8 am, lunch have been shortened to half an hour only and we can go back at 4.30 pm. The only thing that make me tense everyday is got stuck in the jam. I saw lots of cars now, everybody is rushing to work at the same time and they go back also at the same time, everybody want to iftar at their house. Luckily, so far, we haven't break our fast in the car. Although we have kurma spare inside the dashboard and also a cup of water.....incase. Just pity my dad cause he's the one who is driving.....really this jam is testing our patients and what we can do is always zikr.

For the bazaar, we are avoiding Bazaar. Cause we did'nt like to end up wasting the food or eating too much. But, at the Lower Ground of my office, they selling cute little KUEH, but the price is not little though. However hope the taste worth the price. So, I'm buying some today for IFTAR.

So far, no invitation to break fast outside :(

But I felt tiring a bit in this ramadhan. The jam make us reach home late and we have to rush to prepare for iftar. After that im feel tired and sleepy. But, I will try to max kan everything (sahut seruan Zahrah)....max tadarrus....max solat sunat.....max zikr.....

Last weekend I met a new friend, actually she is my mother's friend daughter. They are Jordanian. The mum call aunty Nawal and my friend's name is Rawan. Rawan means the queen of roses and my friend is also sweet as roses....(^_^). ALLAH is the most gracious one, I lost a friend but met a new friend.

This is Rawan first visit to Malaysia. All other family member (she got 6 siblings) had come and visit Malaysia. And mum had suggested to me to take Rawan go to visit Genting Highland since that place is more likely for teenagers rather than citizen people ;) . Also, her parents are busying with their study and its better for the local.....ME......to take her visit our beloved Malaysia.

The plan to take her touring Kuala Lumpur made by my mom (like always)....hehehe. She came to KL on Friday noon and mom took her visited Central Market and the Muzium (I can't take half day because im still new and it will look bad if i do so....so....I didn't joined them). After that, they fetched me and we had dinner in Midvalley.

She slept at my house because mom said it is easier to go out together compare if we need to fetch at her parents in Bangi (which takes about an hour from Shah Alam). Rawan stayed at my house for two nights. During the two nights we talked about our culture and lots of things to build a good relationship.

The next day we went to Genting Highland. We had greeeeeeat time together except that she had gone to three "THRILL GAMES" alone. Its not that I don't want to play but, im afraid i'm might throw afterwards (wink...wink) hehehehe. We'd played almost all the games. Rawan and me have so many in commons. She also talkatives and we can talks anything.......it seems we being friends for years (but the truths......I known her for only 3 days). The next day, we went to see the pyramid in Malaysia and sent her back safely to her parents and her mum made a nice khuzie dish (last time we ate makhlubah).......(^_^)

Today, she will go back to JORDAN (she need to go back. Can't take leave too long because she is a Dentist) at 3.oo am and we are going to send her off. She ask me to go to Jordan and she will take me touring Jordan the next time. Although I went to Jordan last June, but its only for about 11 hours. InsyaALLAH next year I will spend two weeks in Jordan. Need to save some money now. Im sad actually, but we still can YM together.

~NADIAH & RAWAN~

Aunty Nawal, uncle Muhammad and Rawan

us @ Genting