Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim....

Kullu 'Am Wa Antum Bikhair - Happy Muharram to all....
May ALLAH bring happiness to all of us for the next coming year.
Lets fresh up the last year resolution. What do we achieved and how many from the lists do we achieved.
From my lists, half of it, I already achieved. More than half, actually.
- Graduated..........Done
- Working..............Done
- Umrah.................Done
- ACCA...................Already registered
- Part time job.......Got one
- Partner.................A big question mark here???

So, what should the new resolution be??? One thing for sure is........let it be. Tawakkal to ALLAH, the only hope.

People, you should write your resolution and what you want to achieve for your future. Me, for example, most of the lists came true....ALHAMDULILLAH. Kenyataan hari ini adalah Impian semalam. After your write, leave it to ALLAH, InsyaALLAH, ALLAH will not let you down. Scribble anything cause you never know it will come true, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

Last Wednesday to Friday, I went to K.Terengganu and K.Bharu. But, I done a silly thing. It can't be accepted, Im not accepted. But Alhamdulillah, there's still a way out. Thank you for Sumayyah to give me a place to sleep in Terengganu and Thank you to Zahrah for a nice trip in Kelantan. Zah, nak datang lagi. Kali nie, kumpul duit tuk borong tudung.

Okey, want to continue my resolution for 2009.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.....

Convo......Convo....Majlis Konvokesyen ke 69

Lets the pics said it all.....

Where it all begun

The robe (courtesy to UiTM)

My UiTM My Shah Alam

Granny's and aisyah (cousin)

Aslam, Wan and Mai.......ukhuwwah filla

Family

Brothers

Daddy cool , mummy lovely

Happy Friends, Happy faces

Oranges

Best fRieNds

Daughters and Moms

Graduates

Thank You, from the bottom of my heart

~The END ~

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim......

Di pagi Jumaat yang penuh Barakah ini, ku melihat adegan yang menyayat hati. Meruntun sanubari, sehinggakan airmata tidak dapat dibendung lagi. Menangislah ku seorang diri.
Kisahnya bukan mengenai teman, kekasih atau sanak-saudara, tapi mengenai makhluk ALLAH yang tidak mempunyai akal tetapi mengerti erti ketakutan dan kesakitan.

Menyusuri perjalanan ke kotaraya Kuala Lumpur yang penuh dengan pacuan empat roda mahupun kenderaan bertongkat yang tidak kenal erti teman, erti kasihan, erti perlahan, apatah lagi erti kasih-sayang sesama makhluk TUHAN. Hanya ada AKU sahaja, kerna AKU perlu sampai ke tempat kerja pada waktunya, AKU perlu cepat dan tepat pada waktunya.

Tetapi, tiadakah perasaan belas terhadap makhluk TUHAN itu. Dia tidak mempunyai akal, dia tidak tahu melihat kanan, kiri dan kanan kembali, dia tidak tahu manusia mempunyai undang-undang jalanraya, lantaran jalan yang sibuk diredah tanpa berpikir panjang. Salahkah dia, atau manusia? sehinggakan berdarah lehernya, berguling-guling kesakitan, menyalak-nyalak meminta belas kasihan.

Maafkan kami wahai makhluk TUHAN, kami tidak berpikir panjang, kami selalu lupa kurniaan NIKMAT TUHAN, semoga kau tabah dengan ujian TUHAN, semoga lenyap kesakitan, semoga engkau paham kesibukan dunia yang tiada pengakhiran.

Ya ALLAH, ampunkan kami makhluk yang dikurniakan akal ini.....Ya ALLAH.

PROGRAM BERSAMA SYEIKH YUSUF ESTES DI LEMBAH KLANG – 23 NOVEMBER 2008

"CHALLENGES FOR MODERN MUSLIMS IN DA'WAH"

Dengan segala hormatnya saya merujuk kepada perkara di atas. Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa pihak kami akan menganjurkan program bersama seorang pendakwah terkenal daripada United States iaitu Syeikh Yusuf Estes. Kehadiran beliau ke Malaysia merupakan inisiatif daripada Islamic Propagation Society International yang beroperasi di Pulau Pinang dan Pertubuhan Kebajikan An-Nidaa' Malaysia yang dinaungi oleh DYMM Pemangku Raja Perlis. Moreclass Hidayah Berhad (MHB) dan Pertubuhan Mawaddah Malaysia adalah merupakan penganjur utama di Shah Alam.
Ini merupakan program yang sangat baik untuk dikongsikan dengan masyarakat samada golongan muslim atau bukan muslim. Kami amat berharap agar pihak tuan dapat menyertai kami dan memeriahkan lagi majlis pada hari berkenaan.

Tempat : Banquet Hall Wisma MBSA, Shah Alam (Sek. 14)
Tarikh : 23 November 2008 (Ahad)
Waktu : 830 am - 1130 am
Tajuk : "CHALLENGES FOR MODERN MUSLIMS IN DAKWAH"
Ticket : RM30.00

Kami mengadakan jualan tiket dan memohon sumbangan daripada pihak korporat untuk membiayai program ini. Kadar tiket ialah RM30.00 untuk dewasa. Sehubungan dengan itu, kami mengalu-alukan penyertaan tuan / puan.
Untuk makluman lanjut, sila hubungi Tn Hj Mustapha di talian 019-350 2063

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim

Alhamdulillah, last Sunday, I was given an opportunity to sit and hear the Syeikh talk and the happiest thing is my mom is also attended with me. To see the Syeikh with my own eyes made me want to cry. How gracious ALLAH to HIS slave, from the priest that gave preachers in the church now a Syeikh give Dakwah to people.

Dakwah is something related to HIKMAH. I can see the Syeikh has HIKMAH whenever he talked. How he want to tegur the people don't do that by giving example that later make others to think back why he shouldn't do that. He also have jokes that will attract the audience to stay awake and not fallen to sleep......(^_^)

One thing that really touch me is that he said, how sad he is not to come to malaysia sooner, once he was landed in KLIA. Honestly, I felt sad too. To see Malaysian people, who claim themselves as a Muslim because the IC said so, but the reality, we never act as a true Muslim. When we meet ALLAH in the hereafter, does the IC really matters to put you in Jannah and claim that I'm Muslim, put me in the JANNAH please.....

We should felt shamed. We are Muslim by birth.....ALHAMDULILLAH....but people who revert back to ISLAM.......is more knowledgeable and also more practical than us. We should be an example. That the real challenges in this so called modern time. To gain knowledge, we can access everywhere in the internet or library or any bookstores, but to practice it......is the real challenges.

It is never late to change, we still have time InsyaALLAH, at the end, the Syeikh recite Dua' for the malaysian people and we all ameeen it together. May ALLAH BLESS Syeikh Yusof Estes and May ALLAH grant peace and Hidayah to all Malaysian people.

By the way, kak Kaot is the MC for the talked and she did a very good job....Thums up for Kak Kaot(^_^). And both of us went to Syeikh talk in Masjid Wilayah at the nite.

Click the link to see the Syeikh schedule http://al-qayyim. net/news/ index.php? option=com_ content&task=view&id=182&Itemid=9

Can't wait to see him in TM this Friday at 8 pm. All are welcome, on behalf of TM staff (^__^)

BEFORE

ALHAMDULILLAH....AFTER

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim

Salam Peeps,

The laziness around me made me really lazy to update, but few people already sound me " bila nak update blog", so today i won the fight over my laziness (^_^)

Let's see what am I doing up to nowadays:

The last post was about I'm went for an interview to take my ACCA and ALHAMDULILLAH, im being accepted so do my friend, Niza.......hoooray......or is it 'Nadiah, you don't have time to laziness and watching TV now'. To think about it again...can I do it.....hohohoho.....hope so.....its different when you take your degree. The degree you have to take, so that you can work but ACCA, I already working and what more is I'm doing part time or UiTM called it Pengajian Luar Kampus(PLK). Pray to me my friend, hope I can survive and next two years, I will be on the stage again in Dewan Sri Budiman (^_^)

Talking about the stage, I will be walking on it this coming 30th Nov 2008, Sunday. Yup, my convocation will be in two weeks time. Do come to my convocation and brings lots of flowers okey......hehehe. Alhamdulillah, the baju for the convocation is ready olso........kak nor memang pandaila jahit baju........Want to see it!!!! Do come to my convo okey, my session will be in the morning, so all of you can come in the afternoon.

My mom lost a friend, that is not mean that her friend's died but her friend has gone back to her country, JORDAN for good. It is sad, because Aunty Nawal (Rawan's mother) is really nice. But that's life, people come and go, alhamdulillah if that people is missing you because that's mean ALLAH gives Rahmah to the friendship. Like the program I've attended recently, How to be a Good MURABBI, tiadanya dirindui, adanya disayangi. Sometimes I wish I don't have to face any loses in life, because it's really hurt you inside, the pain of losing someone that we are really love and care. But that's fitrah.....and ALLAH knows the best.

I also trying a new recipe now, which I've called steamed choc brownies with cheese. Got this recipe doing a ziarah to my relative's house. The recipe is so nice and also brings me some income too....hehehe. My mom's friend who is eating the cake during her visit to my house, start to order for herself and also for Hari Raya Qurban. The recipe is soooo easy to make and anybody who want the recipe, message me okey. You don't need to have a bake oven because it is steam. As long as you have dapur gas, you can make it(^_^)

Okey, before Im going to end my bebelan.......There is some advise to those who reading:

People, please be aware, we are now facing a global crisis which is going to last till 2010. My advise is, be cautious on your spending okey, tapi belila sikit2, since it is going to be a massive sale for the end of the year.......ngeeehhhhhh.

And also to women, start to take care of your health. It is from my mother. Start to drink ANLENE for your bone because last two weeks, my mom is being admitted to the hospital. Slip disk on her back bone. And if you can see her face at that time and how really pain she was, you will drink ANLENE milk, yang iklan Michelle Yeoh tu. Huhuhu, the milk is not bad, its better than ducth lady fresh milk. I said like this because I don't like to drink fresh milk unless it is a flavoured one. Olso, the doc said that my mom's bone is like a 55 years old bone.

To end my post for this entry, lets see some pictures:

Buhbye Aunty Nawal, Hope we can meet you again...sob...sob

One whole cake

Slicing cake....cheese in the middle with choc brownies...nyum...nyum (^_^)

Minum susu, tulang anda jadi sihat dan kuat

Macam saya!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Assalamualaikum semua,

Lama betul tak update, bukan takde masa....tapi takde benda best and faedah yang ingin dikongsikan sehingga hari ini.

Esok, pukul 2.30 ptg d UiTM Shah Alam akan ada satu temuduga untuk pelajar professional ACCA and guest what, Im one of the candidates. Yup, I want to continue my study for ACCA. Alhamdulillah kepada ALLAH yang maha Pemurah lagi maha penyayang kepada hambaNYA ini, kerana ALLAHlah jua yang memperkenankan doa hambaNYA yang hina nie.

Kenapakah saya berkata begitu. Actually, the application for the professional costs has been closed at the end of September. And I was been informed from my TM colleagues (Niza, MMU student who actually applying for the costs) told me during lunch time chit chatting last week on Wednesday. Then, I was so cuak, start to look in the internet to confirm on what she said and it is true, the application is closed for the coming semester.

Then, I start to call my friends who are studying in UiTM. Starting from kak Aisyah, then Ayu and lastly my saver who helped me a lot.....my junior from HIRA'....Najwa Mohamed. Alhamdulillah, she asked the coordinator directly and the coordinator said I need to give all my documents tomorrow (Thursday). She called me on Thursday to come over tomorrow (Friday), to settle the application. Then, I said to her, could you please pay to the bank today(we need to pay to BSN for the application form) so that tomorrow I just go to the office and fill in the form. But, to my surprise, she sent a message at about 5 pm on the same evening, that I only need to wait for the call. Syukran jazilan to my sista. Finally, on Friday at about 4.15 pm a call from UiTM appear on my handphone and asked me to come to the faculty on Tuesday (which is tomorrw) after lunch. Terus sujud syukur. Hanya ALLAH yang tahu betapa syukurnya diri ku ini. ALHAMDULILLAH.....THUMMALHAMDULILLAH.

On saturday plak, my life is like rushing here and there. Maner taknya. Pagi gi Tanjung Karang, lawat Ezati, kawanku yang baru kehilangan adindanya tercinta. Semoga Ezati tabah. Menurut Ezati adik dier nie memang baik orangnya, betulla kan, orang yang baik selalu pergi dulu. Keluarga Ezati juga Redha di atas pemergian arwah, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Then, straight to UiTM, pick up adik2 usrah bawa diorg gi walimah K.Yana di seksyen 28. Walaupun tak makan (sebab sampai2 jer dah pukul 3.30), sempat juga tegur k.Yana, supaya kak Yana tau, dtg juga ke walimah dia. Then, singgah kat HIRA' sek 27, tuk majlis Jamuan Hari Raya KDP, bg sedikit sumbangan and jamah sedikit mknn. Then, 4 pm balik umah amek barang2, untuk travel jauh ke Timur, Kuantan Pahang.

Di Kuantan ada walimah kakak Yati, Kak Fadhilah pada keesokan harinya. Yati ada special request from me tuk buatkan fruit tart for hidangan pengantin. Kami pergi pukul 5 lebih. Kami tue terdiri dari ziela, Idasyah, Kak Yati(housemate Ziela&Tie) and me. Nak dijadikan ceriter nie bertambah adventure, saya dilanda demam pagi sabtu tue. Tapi, sebab dah plan nak gi sana and sini, saya tabahkan semangat dan diikuti doa yang tak putus2 kepada ALLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH....THUMMALHAMDULILLAH....sampai di Kuantan on time untuk tengok nikah, fruit tart pun siap walaupun bakar pastry kat umah makcik Tie menggunakan oven yang diangkut from umah Yati and selamat balik ke Shah Alam pukul 9 mlm semalam. Alhamdulillah gilir2 drive dengan Idasyah.

Pengalaman minggu nie memang manis. Nak gelak pun ada. Sukar untuk dipercayai. Tapi pengajaran yang paling berharga ialah kita jangan berputus asa dengan ALLAH. Keep on praying and praying. ALLAH akan menunjukkan jalan keluar buat semua masalah yang kita hadapi. Sesuai dengan surah AL-FALAQ.

"Katakanlah Muhammad:Aku berlindung kepada Tuhan yang menguasai SUBUH"

Mengapa TUHAN yang menguasai SUBUH. Kita boleh melihat di sini, sebelum SUBUH adalah waktu malam. Malam itu gelap dan kelam sinonim dengan ketika kita dilanda masalah. Kita rasa kelam dan kusut dan hanya ALLAH sahaja yang mampu menerbitkan cahaya sinonim dengan menunjukkan jalan keluar dari segala permasalahan yang kita hadapi. ALLAH yang menerbitkan siang dengan kehendaknya begitu jua ALLAH memberi kita jalan penyelesaian dengan kehendakNYA-Kelas Tafsir Ustazah Maznah di menara TM.

Sekian sahaja coretan dariku. Doakan kejayaanku pada esok hari dan hari2 seterusnya.

Berakhirnya Ramadhan bulan penuh keberkatan....

Rasa seperti semalam baru kita memulakan ibadah puasa. Puasa kali ini agak mencabar, dek kerana inilah kali pertama saya berpuasa sambil 8 jam masa dihabiskan di office. penat, memang penat....selalunya selepas berbuka mesti rasa nak tidur dan kadang2 memang tidur dulu then baru terawih.

Masa yang banyak dihabiskan di pejabat menyebabkan sukar untukku membaca alquran. Tapi, ku cuba juga kerana bulan ini sangat istimewa....tak mahu dilepaskan begitu sahaja. Tahun ini juga merupakan kali pertama ku membayar zakat fitrah....alhamdulillah.

Setiap kali tiba penghujung Ramadhan, ku selalu rasa sedih dan takut. Sedih kerana Ramadhan, bulan yang mulia ini, bulan di mana doa kita direct kepada ALLAH dan bulan keberkatan ini akan berlalu pergi. Takut pula, kerana selepas ini syaitan2 dan jin2 akan dilepaskan dan kita tak tahu bagaimana IMAN kita menghadapinya. Hanya doa dipanjatkan semoga IMAN ini berjaya menghadapi semua hasutan syaitan2 yang menyesatkan manusia. Doa juga dipanjatkan semoga diri ini dapat bertemu Ramadhan yang akan datang.

A friend of mine send this beautiful words. Its about our FAITH a.k.a TAQDIR. What she wrote is sooo true....jangan digusar taqdir kita kerana ALLAH pasti lebih mengetahuinya.

Kenapa harus gusar dan risau akan apa yang akan kau tempuhi hari esok..
Akan apa yg bakal kau lalui dimasa depanmu kelak..atau apa yg terhidang untukmu pd masa kini dan hayat yang akan datang……

Seharusnya engkau tidak harus berasa gusar atau takut walaupun sedikt ttg masa hadapanmu, kerana taqdirmu direncana oleh Yang Maha Hebat.

Yang merencana taqdirmu itu adalah Dia yg Maha Berkuasa dari segala yg berkuasa didunia ini,
DIa yg Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya yg terjadi di alam semesta ini hingga tiada sebesar zarahpun perkara yg berlaku yg tidak diketahuiNya.
Dia Yang Maha Bijaksana mendirikn alam ini dgn segala isinya..
Dia Yang Maha Penyantun, Maha Penyayang dan Maha Lembut……yg mengasihi hamba-hambaNya lebih dari seorg ibu menyayangi anakNya..
Dia Yang Maha Mengabulkn permohonan hamba-hambaNya……
Dialah segala-galaNya…………..

Dan Dia jugalah lah yg mengatur susun galur jalan taqdirmu..
Apa kamu tidak yakin pdNya???? Tidak percaya pd KebijaksanaanNya dlm mengatur dn mengurus segalaNya..? ?Apa kamu tidak yakin dgn kebenaran kata-kata dan janji-janji Nya?? Tidak cukupkah kau memerhatikn setiap ciptaan dn kebesaran serta keagunganNya disekeliling hidupmu??

Jadi…….utk apa engkau risau ttg taqdirMu?? Untuk apa engkau takut ttg apa yg bakal kau hadapi kelak?? Utk apa engkau takut pd jalan hidup yg bakal tersedia utkmu dimasa depan kelak??

Kerana Dia yg maha Hebat yg mengatur jalanmu itu…….laluilah jalan yg terbentang ini dgn penuh yakin dn redha….laluilah jalan yg Dia sediakn itu dgn penuh TAQWA…..kerana disitu akan kau temui keindahan-Nya. Pastilah Dia Yang Maha Hebat ini mentaqdirkn sesuatu yg hebat utk mu..Mungkin terkadang engkau belum lagi dapat melihat keindahan dn kehebatan jalan yg Dia beri…….tetapi yakinlah!!!! Suatu hari kau pasti jua akan tahu dn kenal…….JALAN TUHAN INI TERSANGAT INDAH BUATKU!!!

Kerana kebodohan dn ilmu yg terbatas pd mu, engkau tidak mampu menyingkap taqdir indah yg tersembunyi dariNya…Cuma jika kau benar2 mempercayaiNya dn melihat jalan Nya itu dgn mata hati IMAN..nescaya kau akan temui Cahaya Nya..kau akan temui petunjukNya.

Oleh itu, aku ingin bertanya padamu…….MASIHKAH ENGKAU RISAU DAN KHUATIR AKAN TAQDIR DAN APA YG BAKAL KAU TEMPUHI DIMASA DEPAN KELAK????atau apakah kau masih akan bersedih dgn jalan yg Dia tetapkn utkmu kini??? Tanyalah IMAN mu. Kelak kau akan tahu nnti….”AKU TIADA SEBAB UNTUK MENANGISI NASIB ATAU HIDUPKU…TIADA SEBAB UTK BERASA SEDIH ATAU BERDUKACITA. .TIADA SEBAB UTK MERASA KECEWA DGN SEGALANYA..KRN DUNIA INI HANYALAH KOSONG BELAKA…SEKADAR TEMPAT PERSINGGAHAN! !! JADI JANGAN LAMA-LAMA BUANG MASA UTK MENANGISI HAL DUNIAWIMU…KERANA HIDUPMU YG KEKAL ABADI DI NEGERI AKHIRAT….NEGERI KEKAL ABADI.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim......

pada ketika ini, aku sangat konfius, aku tak percaya,fikian ku tak bley menerimanya, bermain-main di benak fikiran ku ini. Adakah apa yang keluar dari mulutnya, tulus dari hati nuraninya atau bermuka-muka sahaja. Hanya ALLAH yang tahu....ya....hanya ALLAH yang tahu. Selebihnya aku hanya mampu berdoa semoga ibu dan bapaku di berikan kebaikan dan kebenaran. Semoga kami sekeluarga dihindarkan dari mereka yang dengki dan berhasrat ingin menipu kami, ya ALLAH ya Tuhanku.....KAULAH yang dapat menghindarkan kami sekeluarga dari manusia durjana. Semoga aku akan tetap berhusnuzzan dengannya dan semoga dia dilimpahkan taufiq serta hidayah dari MU ya ALLAH. Ameen ya rabbal al amin.

~usah di tanya mengapa~

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

aL-fATIHAH di atas pemergian HAJAR IZHAM yang telah menemui ALLAH pada malam semalam bersamaan 9 sept/ramadhan 1429H

Today, I got a message from Mai about the death of our primary school friend....HAJAR IZHAM.
She was 23 years old and how age does not matter when it came to death.

Actually, I never heard of her since secondary school. Suddenly got a news about her death. Usually, I will getting a news about walimah which is a happy and lovely news.......but this time is a sad news. Tapi, it is a bless to died in RamAdhan.

People.......see how easily death can take your life, while kita diberi nyawa yang sangat berharga ini, marilah kita mencari sebanyak mungkin keredhaan ALLAH, membuat sebanyak mungkin kebaikan di atas muka bumi ini dan mengajak manusia ke arah kebaikan.

In remebrance of HAJAR IZHAM - 9 Sept 2008/Ramadhan 1429Hijrah

DEATH

death can get you any time

death can get you in your sleep

death can get you in your wake

death can get your friend

death can kill your soul mate then come and get you

death is easy to get

death by a gun

death by a knife

death by in a gallow

death by the gilliteens

death by hands

death be accident

death by shock

an exploding heart in your body

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

Ramadhan Mubarak to all......

First Ramadhan as a worker. The working time for Ramadhan is the same which is 8 hours but the different is we have to come early 8 am, lunch have been shortened to half an hour only and we can go back at 4.30 pm. The only thing that make me tense everyday is got stuck in the jam. I saw lots of cars now, everybody is rushing to work at the same time and they go back also at the same time, everybody want to iftar at their house. Luckily, so far, we haven't break our fast in the car. Although we have kurma spare inside the dashboard and also a cup of water.....incase. Just pity my dad cause he's the one who is driving.....really this jam is testing our patients and what we can do is always zikr.

For the bazaar, we are avoiding Bazaar. Cause we did'nt like to end up wasting the food or eating too much. But, at the Lower Ground of my office, they selling cute little KUEH, but the price is not little though. However hope the taste worth the price. So, I'm buying some today for IFTAR.

So far, no invitation to break fast outside :(

But I felt tiring a bit in this ramadhan. The jam make us reach home late and we have to rush to prepare for iftar. After that im feel tired and sleepy. But, I will try to max kan everything (sahut seruan Zahrah)....max tadarrus....max solat sunat.....max zikr.....

Last weekend I met a new friend, actually she is my mother's friend daughter. They are Jordanian. The mum call aunty Nawal and my friend's name is Rawan. Rawan means the queen of roses and my friend is also sweet as roses....(^_^). ALLAH is the most gracious one, I lost a friend but met a new friend.

This is Rawan first visit to Malaysia. All other family member (she got 6 siblings) had come and visit Malaysia. And mum had suggested to me to take Rawan go to visit Genting Highland since that place is more likely for teenagers rather than citizen people ;) . Also, her parents are busying with their study and its better for the local.....ME......to take her visit our beloved Malaysia.

The plan to take her touring Kuala Lumpur made by my mom (like always)....hehehe. She came to KL on Friday noon and mom took her visited Central Market and the Muzium (I can't take half day because im still new and it will look bad if i do so....so....I didn't joined them). After that, they fetched me and we had dinner in Midvalley.

She slept at my house because mom said it is easier to go out together compare if we need to fetch at her parents in Bangi (which takes about an hour from Shah Alam). Rawan stayed at my house for two nights. During the two nights we talked about our culture and lots of things to build a good relationship.

The next day we went to Genting Highland. We had greeeeeeat time together except that she had gone to three "THRILL GAMES" alone. Its not that I don't want to play but, im afraid i'm might throw afterwards (wink...wink) hehehehe. We'd played almost all the games. Rawan and me have so many in commons. She also talkatives and we can talks anything.......it seems we being friends for years (but the truths......I known her for only 3 days). The next day, we went to see the pyramid in Malaysia and sent her back safely to her parents and her mum made a nice khuzie dish (last time we ate makhlubah).......(^_^)

Today, she will go back to JORDAN (she need to go back. Can't take leave too long because she is a Dentist) at 3.oo am and we are going to send her off. She ask me to go to Jordan and she will take me touring Jordan the next time. Although I went to Jordan last June, but its only for about 11 hours. InsyaALLAH next year I will spend two weeks in Jordan. Need to save some money now. Im sad actually, but we still can YM together.

~NADIAH & RAWAN~

Aunty Nawal, uncle Muhammad and Rawan

us @ Genting

New Job

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

Alhamdulillah after two weeks of induction and 6 weeks of training, finally got my sort of permanent position. My Post is Corporate Finance, Group Finance, TM. Now, I had to get through a long journey to get to my office which is Menara Rebung just before the Mid Valley compared than before. I need to wake up early, do all the washing and everything early.

Before this, I usually lazying around till about 7.45 and get started to go to work. But now, I had to get on the road before 7.30 or I will reach the office late. Luckily, my father is the one who drive the car. So, now im car pooling with my father and also my mom. Less petrol, less money to pay the toll and less tense. Futhermore, I can save money.

New life have started.......welcome to the reality of life......lots of work to do.....is it?????

Dato' Seri Anwar is really going to make "sumpah" today....how about that.....huh

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim......

What dooes happy mean to you.....

Yesterday in OPRAH they discussed about happy. How to live happy. Of course when you are happy you appreciated your life more. According to the panel who is the professor of psychology in one of the university in USA, Don't run to find happiness....it within you.....you explore the happiness inside your heart than run together with it.

One of the most happy person (he took the test and got full marks), happy means to him when he done something good to others. He doing funeral business but he was happy with it. Another woman said she was happy because she was loved and appreciated by her husband. I like OPRAH show so much.....the show is honest....OPRAH looks soo honest and she know how to express it. And everybody in OPRAH looks honest and they got nothing to hide.

OPRAH so transparent that even the person who got lowest marks on any topics being announced to the viewer. But, the interesting part is that they will help them by motivated them and guide them with the solution to change to become better person. They don't announced and humiliate them but advise them so that others will follow. And if they successful becoming new person and change their life, sometimes OPRAH will invite them again as the appreciation for them.

However, from the islamic perspective, there are so many ways to be happy and have peaceful life. We read the Quran everyday, Pray everyday and no matter what happen in our everyday life we believe that it was from ALLAH. We will live a life with no sadness. But, it is an extra if you read motivated books and watch motivated movies. It do very well on me.

So, what makes me happy:

• Doing cakes for others and watch them eat my cakes really makes me happy. Like im doing for pakcik Roslan's birthday (^_^)
• See my family happy....especially my parents
• See people get married especially during the nikah
• And mostly, doing something for people makes me happy......making them smile and ease their problems makes me happy always.....

PAKCIK ROSLAN'S BIRTHDAY (hope he enjoy it)

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....


Weekend again!!!!


Last weekend was quite an experienced. With my best friend's mariage and me being the pengapit for the first time....uhhuu....pengapit, the idea was a bit freaky but it was glamorous. I mean, your pics will be taken as much as the bride and groom pics. However, you also need to maintain yourself because everybody is looking at you...when they look at the bride of course....hehehe

The story begin here, Sumay nikah is actually on Sunday. But, on the saturday, I rang her if she need any helps.....I want to help sooooo much because this is going to be the last time we spend time together and helping her before she will be called as isteri orang. Unfortunately, the nikah is after isya' on saturday because of the mosque having a Nisfu Syaaban prog on Sunday. I need to see her nikah and surely its going to be late to come back to my house. The road is a bit dark during the nite and I have no one to come with me due to the last minute change of the nikah day.


So, told my mom that I might be sleeping at Sumay's house. It was excited. To see your friend getting married and you will accompany her after the nikah. Just want to share her feeling after officially being a wife. I also like to see the preparation: The bride rooms smell so beautiful. Sumay's dress are all gorgeous. To see everybody working together, all relatives, cousins, aunts and uncles and the happy little children excited to see the bride's being touch up. The situation is cheerful and happy although there is a time when everybody is soo tense and rushing here and there. I like kenduri, because everybody happy laughing and talking to each other. All relatives and friends gather together. Although im not the immediate family, but I felt that i'm one of them. Sumay's family and relatives all are very friendly with me.


Alhamdulillah, the nikah went well and so as the walimah. Just can't believe that Sumay's is a wife. It just like you loose a friend. The feeling is only inside and I can not expressed it. But, I felt like loosing a friend. However Im happy for her. Futhermore, it is an honour for me to be her pengapit "terjun". Since, im the only friend with her and all the relatives said "biarlah kawan dia yang jadi pengapit". Actually, im sooo nervous inside. But, it was my first experience and luckily I didn't humiliate myself infront all of the people. At the end of the day, everybody were satisfied and you can see tired faces on each of them but still they need to clean up the places.


I pray to ALLAH that Sumay will have a barakah, mawaddah and sakinah with the new family and new life. May ALLAH also grant me with my wish that I pray all the time. Love you Sumayyah. Ill be missing you.

These two pictures are from my handphone. I took sumay pictures using my digicam but unfortunately, the battery doesn't work although I charged it for two days and I can't find any card reader. So, enjoy these two pictures of Puan Sumayyah.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

Dalam sebuah hadist shahih diriwayatkan oleh Tirmidzi dan Ahmad dari Abdullah bin abbas ra, dia berkata, "Suatu ketika aku berada di belakang Rosulullah SAW, maka beliau bersabda, "Wahai anak kecil, sesungguhnya aku hendak mengajarkan beberapa pelajaran kepadamu. Peliharalah Allah (Pelihara ajaran dan hukum-2 Allah dengan melaksanakan semua erintah dan meninggalkan semua larangan-Nya), niscaya Allah akan memeliharamu.

Peliharalah Alah, niscaya kamu akan mendapatkan-Nya dihadapanmu. Kalau kamu memohon, maka bermohonlah kepada Allah, kalau kamu minta pertolongan, mintalah pertolongan kepada Allah. Ketahuilah, apabila umat ini berhimpun untuk memberikan suatu kebaikan kepadamu, niscaya mereka tidak akan bisa memberikan kebaikan kepadamu kecuali yang telah Allah tetapkan kepadamu dan apabila mereka berhimpun untuk memberikan suatu kemudharatan kepadamu, niscaya mereka tidak akan bisa memberikan kemudharatan kepadamu, kecuali yang telah Allah tetapkan kepadamu.

(English)
Hadhrat Ibn Abbaas (radiallahu anhu) narrates: "I was (once) behind Nabi (sallallahu alayhi wasallam) when he said to me: 'O son! I shall inform you of a few things. Remember Allah and He will protect you. Remember Allah and you will find Him close to you. When you have to ask for something, ask of Allah Ta’ala. When you require aid, seek His Aid. Believe firmly that if all creation desires to benefit you in anything, they can never benefit you but that which Allah has decreed for you. If they all unite to harm you, they will not be able to harm you in anything, but that which Allah has decreed for you."(Tirmizi)

(adapted from kak sarah)

Hadis ini memberi kita keyakinan dan kepercayaan apapun yang berlaku samada ia baik gembira, buruk dan sesuatu yang sedih adalah daripada ALLAH. Dengan keyakinan ini hati akan menjadi tenang.

Walaupun kadangkala keadaan tidak membantu. Tetapi ingatlah itu semuanya adalah ujian dari ALLAH dan ia adalah ketetapannya. Ujian adalah tarbiah dari ALLAH supaya kita merpatkan diri denganNYA. Seperti apa yang biasanya berlaku terutama pada umur 20 an di mana ramai org akan bertanya 'bila nak kahwin'

Soalan yang tiada jawapan. Jawapan yang hanya akan terjawab jika ALLAH mengizinkan. Kita hanya berusaha, usaha dari segi doa dan memperbaiki diri ke arah lebih baik.....kerana lelaki baik untuk perempuan yang baik. Dan hadith ini memberi ketenangan bahawa segala-galanya dariNYA. Didalam surah Baqarah,216: Mungkin kita membenci sesuatu tetapi ia baik untuk kita, dan mungkin kita menyukai sesuatu sedangkan ianya tidak baik buat kita.

Dengan itu kita mestilah yakin dan percaya, bahawa apa yg terjadi adalah dengan kehendakNYA....Pergantungan hanya kepada ALLAH.

weekends....hope it never end.....

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

What I did last weekend....

On saturday, I went to tart class...hehehe....

mak yang suh belajar sangat cara buat cheese tart and saya plak teringin nak belajar buat tart telur. Mak kata, kalau tengok sendiri and cuba camne buat tart lagi elok dari tengok resepi dalam internet atau buku. Kalau tengok live, kita bley tengok teknik2 and amek tips2 yang diberikan. Ikut cakap mak.....insyaALLAH berkat

Class ini diadakan di bread story dekat SACC. Fee dia cuma only rm80. Ini cuma demo jer. Tapi chef tue bagila try buat during the class. Rupa2nya, takdela susah sangat. Tapi lom try lagi, takde masa. Dah try bley letak gambar kat sini. Lagipun, I thought nak buat jual sikit2. Kalau nak tempah kawan2 cari saya ek, nak resepi pun bley gak (^_^)

Then, after the class, met my two UiTM best friends. Miss them soooo much. Rasa lama tak jumpa, padahal baru dua bulan tak jumpa. Pastu kitorg makan2 steamboat and jalan2 jap....Nie belum kawen, kalau dah kawen mesti lagi rindu. Saya berdoa semoga persahabtan kita tidak akan putus kerana ukhuwwah itu indah.....

Then, malam tu duk umah and siapkan Sumayyah punyer bunga penanggah.

On Sunday...

Ada janji ngan Sumayyah nak temankan dia g settlekan wedding things before the big day on this Sunday. Nie last kuar ngan Sumayyah before di bawa pergi oleh bakal suami dia. Lagipun....nak juga amek tips cari barang untuk kawen nanti....hehehe

Rupa2nya Sumayyah nak g buat facial......biasala sebelum kawen mesti kita nak nampak segar dan berseri depan suami nanti kan. Sumay ajak buat skali, tapi takpela....hehehe. Siapkan Sumay nyer roselle sambil tunggu dia buat facial. Lama gak buat facial ni, dalam dua jam juga la.

Niela hasil roselle yang me and zahrah buat......

Bundle of ROSELLE-35 all together

Bunga Roselle

Butterfly Roselle

Lupa plak, sebelum jumpe sumay....teringat nak bagi kek buat birthday Miza yg dah belated. Better late than never, rite. Tapi dah niatkan, tak elok plak....so teruskan jerla. Sebenarnya nak test buat piping atas cupcake yang saya belajar with my new office mate, Syaz pada hari rabu yang lepas. Excited walaupun tak cantik sangat.....harap2 miza suka and tq sooo much to Syaz.....bley lawat dia nyer blog di http://www.lil-groovycakes.blogspot.com/

FAST 2 FUND CAMPAIGN

FAST 2 FUND CAMPAIGN is BACK!!!

Rejab, Sya’ban & Ramadhan 1429

..RM 100 per person for Palestine..

Dapat pahala puasa, dapat juga pahala sedekah. 2 in 1, what more we want!!!!

Every participant is encouraged to fast every Mondays and Thursdays throughout the month of Rejab and Sya’ban, and perform obligatory fast throughout the month of Ramadhan.

Fund of at least RM 100 that is targeted from each participant is based on the savings of the budget allocated for lunch on every fasting days, and thus saved for this fund.

Calculation Model:
Fast on Mondays & Thursdaysthroughout the month of Rejab & Sya’ban16 days x RM 3.50 = RM 56
Obligatory fasting during month of Ramadhan30 days x RM 3 = RM 90
Total fund = RM 56 + RM 90 = 146
MINIMUM FUND SUGGESTED:RM 100 per person
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Pertubuhan Jamaah Islah MalaysiaBank Muamalat - No Akaun 140 3000 405 3711 orMaybank - No Akaun 5622 0960 8847
Phone No: 03-4105 3766 (Encik Nasir)E-mail: fast2fund.pal@gmail.com
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Last Year Fast 2 Fund Campaign Report - end on Dec 2007
Kempen Fast 2 Fund telah berjaya mengumpul RM 137,500.90 untuk Palestin dan dana tersebut telah disalurkan ke sana sebanyak tiga kali..
Jutaan terima kasih di atas sumbangan dan sokongan anda.. Semoga Allah memberkati..

Sumber dari http://karisma.jim.org.my/

SHOPAHOLIC MARATHON

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....

At last, im finished all Sophie's books on shopaholic yesterday after two mths reading it. Love Rebecca(the heroine), although sometimes she was not realistic and always waste money on unnecessary things, but yet her determination to have something is incredible. She really tries to get if she love that things. I also found she always have luck. I mean, when she had a trouble, she will survive. Maybe Sophie created it to be like that. And Luke, her husband, very understanding and patient. I mean, imagine to have someone who always shops and shops everydaying money wast.

Sophie very good at writing hilarious books. She knew how to make the character alive and funny. Sometimes, I accidentally feel like rebecca. I also thinks that we are much alike. But, only that I don't have credit to spend on expensive things. On second thought, I will not apply for the credit card. Its dangerous, you keep on spending and need to pay for the amout you spent plus the interest. You will in debt everytime.

Actually, Shopaholic is me and my best friends(zahrah and wan madihah) favourite novels. We felt that we are almost the same with Rebecca, almost....not exactly.....hehehe. So, if anyone wants to read english novels, I recommend you read this novels. It hilarious and you will get addicted, you want to read and read until to the last page.

Next book is Tautan Hati by Fatimah Syarha given by my sweet brother, Afiq. Afiq, thank you soooo much....love you always.

Taiping's memory

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.....

Went to Taiping for the Induction Programme for new TM staff....I am a TM staff now. The actvities was quite fun and enjoyable although I have to admit that the classes was quite 'bored'. It was boring, because its about network, technical part which I dun have any knowledge and my brain just can not absorbed all the information. I'm asking the Puan, does it matter for us (non-technical exec) to sit for this classes....and the answer is......'every TM staff have to have knowledge about all this technical things because it is what the TM all about, it is the TM services and when society ask about the TM, its all on your fingertips'. So.....Im just listen and when I got bored....I do something else....'winks'

But the best part was the weekend activities. At first, I thought I want to come back to Shah Alam for the weekend, but we all were being cramed with actvities. So, on the first week, we went to the Night Safari(in Zoo Taiping) and Mandi air terjun......quite fun and I enjoy swim in the waterfall. Since, it was long time I dun visit the Zoo, I was adored and excited to see the animals. The fun was we saw animal in the nite and its a new experienced.

I made a record for myself. Hiking to Bukit Larut with foot although we are tracking on tar road....but still its a record for me. I climbing the steep corner till on the top of the Bukit Larut which is about 17 km. That is climbed up and going down also 17 km which is all in all I was hiking 34 km with my foot.....I don't believe I could make it at first. But, along the way, I said I would never quit....and alhamdulillah I made it. Now, anything impossible people.....just have faith and believe you can do it. But, at the end of the day, my legs hurts so much that I have to walk 'tertengkot-tengkot', luckily kak sayang massaged my leg at that nite.

Taiping was really great.......next time im going to Bukit Larut with range rover.

Its a bit late to say about Taiping.....but I was soo lazy to update this blog. Now, i'm working alhamdulillah. But, my pay is already half because I had a car accident and about rm400 to pay for the damages.

Pictures at Taiping......

Demam Sg Gabai

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim....

Saya di landa demam Sungai Gabai....huhuhu...last Friday till Sunday....I went for camping with karismaian(Karisma Daerah Petaling)di SG Gabai....sebagai fasi....tapi dek kerana umur yang semakin meningkat dan badan pun yang dah tak tahan lasak compare dulu2....habis sakit2 satu badan and demammm....

Sebenarnya risau gak....tapi Zahrah always said....'Nad, this is for the last, kita dah nak keje...ntah bile ley g lagi camping2 nie'. So, yakinkan diri yang saya boleh buat, and bertindak sebagai fasi yang takkan mengalah....gagahkan diri juga merentasi hutan belantara dan lereng2 bukit yang licin disebabkan hujan yang turun petang tadi. Beberapa kali tergelincir...seperti superman ada, terduduk pun ada....huhuhu...what an experienced. Nasib ada Farrah yang sentiasa menunjukkan jalan kebenaran menuju kejayaan...hehehe. Yang tergelincir teruk nie waktu nite tracking(tak nampak jalan and licin). Sebelum nite tracking, ada sesi muhasabah dari Pak Ngah(the owner of the resort yang kami sewa ni) dia kata.....jalan yang kamu tempuh nie ibarat liku2 kehidupan..penuh dengan ranjau dan duri...tali yang akan kamu ikuti ini adalah ibarat tali ALLAH, maka berpeganglah pada tali itu....nescaya kamu tidak akan sesat....Pada mulanya dia kata jalan sorang2(walaupun takut, tetap yakinkan diri boleh keran ALLAH bersamaku) tapi rupa2nya berdua-duaan. So, Im with Farrah and Farrah lead the way. She's really helps me a lot...yelah....kadang2 terasa tak larat and tak mampu...tapi adanya motivasi dari Farrah...alhamdulillah lepas gak.

But, seriously, waktu nite tracking nie...terasa sangat inilah kehidupanku. Ada yang mudah, ada tergelincir, ada terjatuh...tapi ALLAH tetap sayang padaku, Aku hanya perlu berpegang pada Islam dan yakin ALLAH akan menolongku. Akhirnya, aku akan jumpa jalan pulang....cahaya kemenangan.

Then, the next day, rasa tak sihat....symptom2 nak demam selsema dan badan terasa sakit. Risau gak, sebab Selasa nak gi kursus kat Taiping for two weeks. People, Saya dapat keje kat Telekom, so 1 Julai kena lapor diri and terus gi kursus. Dalam terasa diri nak sakit nie, g juga jungle tracking....yelah...for the last time kan. Tak tau bila lagi dapat peluang camni....melainkan KDP jemput sebagai fasi lagi...hehehe. Balik je umah...terus collapse.....hari nie gagahkan diri tuk settlekan beberapa borang and beli barang sikit2.

Harapan saya kepada adik2 yang menyertai MUKHRIN 08 KDP ni.....teruskan perjuangan. Ajak sahabat2 lain join kita.....yang penting matlamat kita hanya untuk mencari keredhaan ALLAH dan meneruskan dakwah Rasulullah ini agar semua manusia dapat menikmati keindahan ISLAM itu sendiri. Doakan saya sepanjang training nie....tak taulah apa yang bakal ku hadapi......

USRAH;Nyummy, Creamy and Tasty

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim…..Assalamualaykum wrt wbt.

I’ve been tagged by Farah Waheeda a long time a go. But because of my unknowledgeable how to play this tagging games……I reply a bit late. This is also the second post I want to do after I finally change my skin blog (^_^)

Usrah yang lazat & lemak berkrim!

[1*] Berapa lama anda dah sertai usrah?

Saya menyertai usrah semenjak di sekolah menengah. Itupun disebabkan kurikulom sekolah. Sama seperti Farah Waheeda, Zahrah, Wan Madihah dan sesiapa sahaja yang bersekolah di HIRA’. Kemudian, sewaktu ditingkatan empat, saya bertukar sekolah dan usrah sekejap ada dan takde kerana usrah tiada dalam sistem kurikulum. Then, sewaktu di matriks selama setahun, totally no usrah at all sebab matriks tu ceruk sangat….Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang. Then, alhamdulillah ada usrah balik bila masuk UiTM. So, approximately 8 years.


[2*] Bagaimana anda boleh sertai usrah?

Saya di perkenalkan dengan usrah sewaktu di Hira’. Kemudian, apabila keluar dari Hira’, usrah itu seperti sebati dengan hidup ini. Kalau takde usrah, rasa semacam....rasa lost dalam dunia yang fana ni. Dan, usrah itu menyebabkan rasa secure untuk menempuhi kehidupan sehari-hari. Saya mencari usrah sewaktu bertukar sekolah dan di matriks, tapi tak ketemui. Akhirnya, Alhamdulillah, jumpa dengan senior2 selepas habis matriks(di UiTM) dan diserapkan dalam usrah KARISMA sehingga sekarang.

[3*] Kenapa anda menyertai usrah?

Dalam usrah, saya berkongsi masalah, bertukar-tukar fikiran dalam hal-hal agama dan mengingati antara satu sama lain sesama ahli ‘keluarga’ saya. Tanpa usrah, saya pasti leka dan alpa dengan dunia nie.

[4*] Tiga perasaan anda setelah menyertai usrah

i- tak sabar mengikuti usrah minggu depan.kalau boleh, tiap hari nak berusrah.
ii-seronok untuk mendapatkan ilmu baru
iii-tenang, seronok, sangat best

[5*] Lima perkara yang anda dapat selama menyertai usrah

i- ALLAH sentiasa bersama saya dan ALLAH tak nak saya lalai dengan kehidupan dunia
ii-Rasa yang tenang dan secure kerana saya percaya saya mendapat keberkatan dalam usrah ini
iii-Segala permasalahan dapat diselesaikan
iv-Ukhuwwah filla dengan naqibah dan adik-beradik yang lain
v- Tanggungjawab sebagai khalifah untuk menyebarkan dakwah di dunia ini memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan


Peraturan Tag:
1. Setiap blogger mesti letakkan peraturan ini di hujung entri
2. Blogger yang ditag perlu menjawab soalan-soalan yang dikemukakan
3. Blogger yang ditag perlu meletakkan jawapan di dalam entri blog masing-masing
4. Jangan lupa untuk tag rakan-rakan blogger yang lain
5. Jangan lupa untuk maklumkan bahawa mereka telah ditag dan perlu membaca blog anda
6. Blogger yang ditag dikehendaki untuk tag lima orang blogger yang lain

Saya takdela samapai lima org nak ditag…..tapi saya nak tag KDP nyer blogger…..tolong nyer….saya tahu ramai blogger kat kdp nyer blog nie….admin memang kena tag (^_^)

Tadaaa....

Bismillahirrahamaanirrahiim.....

So..this is it. The new look of my blog....but it kind of pinky. I fall in love with the words....'My heart has spoken" actually and the colour reflect what I am....the happy go lucky girl forever InsyaALLAH. Give the credit to my best friend Zahrah for her helped teaching me how to change your skin's blog. Love you gal.

So much I want to write. First, about my for ziarah to Syria-Umrah-Jordan. The Ziarah to the Anbiya' world. Second....let me finish writing my first story first....(^_^)

The Journey to Anbiyaa' world:

Departed at 27th May 2008.We need to gather in KLIA with the member of the group. Group consists of 17 people(most are makcik2) and Afiq(my brother) is the youngest member. Supposedly, there are some talks bout the trips but instead we wait for the leader of the group that was stucked in the jammed. Time was ticking and its only an hour before our boarding time but she and her family didn't arrived yet. Everybody seemed so tense because you know what happened if we missed our flight. At last, she arrived just a few minutes before boarding time, quickly check in her luggages and we immediately went to the boarding room....Alhamdulillah....we didn't missed our flight.

Okay....so the journey begun.....KLIA-BANGKOK(just transit only for 2 hours)-JORDAN-SYRIA(by coaster). The most tired flight was to Jordan....because it was an 8 hours journey. Gosh, it was not so comfortable to sleep in the flight you know plus we had an air turbulence when crossing the Indian Ocean. The worst is that it happen during supper time, my tea spitted all over me and its hot. Then, I felt my tummy like you felt when you are on the roller coster. Okey, I immediately closed my eyes....recite a few dua's and ayatul kursi till I fall asleep. Makcik beside me is shimmering and I can tell she was mengucap all the time. That was an experienced and you felt you are helpless and ALLAH is the only hope.

Alhamdulillah....we finally arrived at Queen Alia International Airport safely on the next day and the whether is quite chilling. I thought it summer in here but the whether is like spring....yup it spring over here in Jordan and Syria BUT summer in Saudi. After collecting our bags we headed to Syria border because we will visit Syria first and Jordan on the last day when we will transit for about ten hours. Now, I was excited to see the arabic world, how it looks like. On the way, we saw all deserted area and until we arrived in the busy town we saw all the buildings are like boxes and no colour like blue or grey but they are all like a sand colour. I heard before from someone who has come in here said, that the building might look ugly but inside they are lavish. So, maybe outside all the houses look the same, but inside who knows. And the colour is the same because they lived in deserted area, although they paint their houses, after a few months it turn into sand colour again because of the wind and habuk2. So, it is waste to paint your house. Let the nature colour it....hehehe

After a while we all fall asleep because it was exhausted you know. Suddenly, I wake up because of the noise. I thought what had happened. It was that one of our member had been left out in the airport. What the....I mean...Ithought everybody was here. You know, before we took off I had the feeling to count everybody....but I don't know why I just ignored it and I should followed my instict. Luckily, the makcik is quite braved and there is no way we would turn back to fetch her because we are nearly arrived at the border. So, she had to take a taxi and we waited at their so called R&R. One thing about travelling is whenever the coaster or whenever we stopped we will need to go to the toilet. And the toilet here is quite....hurm....how do you say it.....quite need to clean up. I mean....annazhafatul minal Iman......and we are muslim......so cleaning is reflecting our Imaan. No offense....

The makcik is finally arrived and we shared her taxi fees (its our fault too, to leave her behind) and we headed to Syria. In Syria there are lots of history places. Busra or Rome Theatre, Lots of Maqam of Anbiyaa', Imam AnNawawi and sahabah of Rasul like Khalid Al-Walid, Salahuddin al-Ayyubi. Syria is also one of Barakah places that had mentioned in the Hadis besides Palestine and Nyaman. And also Syria is just beside the Palestine and Israel. According to our guide, Israel is aiming Syria as well...but because of their strong soldiers to defense Syria, they can't get thrue. And there are some places we came across with a strict inspectioned and soldiers with guns and tanks. Its quite scared to see people with guns. They need to be prepared 24hours without failed. Whenever I saw the mountain and behind it is palestine I felt something inside. Like I'm here now.....really close to them and yet I can't do anything. I mean, in Malaysia we help them through donation but here....we can't do anything but pray for them. I wonder how Syrian people felt inside. How I wish I can go beside the mountain and fight.

After 4 days in Syria, we went to Madinah by flight. My heart is sinking because finally I can met my habibi....Rasulullah S.A.W.
Rasulullah, how I wait for this time to be closed with you, how I wish I can be like you, the lover of ALLAH and there is no one else in this world like you....not one till now and Qiamah day. You have sacrifice a lots for Islam and this ummah. I pray always to be one of your faith follower till the end of my life. Rasulullah syafaatkanku Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah.

Masjid Nabawi is so magnificient and huge and cold too. They are using modern technology where the air conditioning is coming from the ground not from the ceiling. Now, in Madinah the whether is hot and bahang. But, alhamdulillah the hotel and masjid is quite cold. Now one thing about masjid nabawi, there is a muslimah guarded at the front door and you will need to be inspected whenever you want to enter. The items you can't bring are camera and handphone...but if you insist to bring you will need to pray outside if they find out......hehehehe

In Madinah, we visited jabal Uhud.......and in here i just imagined how Rasul and his sahabah fight during the Uhud war. Then we visited Quba' mosque and Qiblatain mosque. Each mosque have their own story. Quba'-the first mosque that Nabi bult when he came from Mecca and Qiblatain is where at first they solat facing Masjidil-Aqsa and when the wahyu came about the transition of Qiblah to face Kaabah, they do another solat facing Kaabah. Then we went to Dates farm and brought some dates.

In masjid Nabawi...there is place called Raudah....the Garden of Heaven and your pray is mustajab if you pray in there. Raudhah is in the area of Maqam Rasulullah and Maqam Abu Bakar(If I'm not mistaken). To get in there, you need to wait for the time. They divided into Arabic languge, Pakistani language and Malay language. You need to wait until they let you into the Raudhah. This system being invented because there are so many people and they want everybody have the chances to get into the raudhah. The system is good although there were people thought they always let their people first. Like makcik behind me said "Tengok tu, dia bagi org dia masuk dulu, kita nie baik....dengar dia cakap" huhuhu. OK, Malay people is quite sopan and lembut compare to arabic people. We always listen rather than rebelling. So, sometimes you have to be toughed and you have to fight to pray. Like in Raudhah, it was so crammed and my mom hold my hand tightly until we reached the front of the saff. Then, I need to squeezed my self to solat. And the time is limited because if you are finished, they will asks you to get out from raudhah. The tips is better for you to sujud and Dua' till you finish. Don't Dua' after your salaam because they might saw you and halau you.....hehehe..Alhamdulillah, my wishes be granted by ALLAH to pray in Raudhah and to see Maqam Rasul with my own eyes. Then, the next day, we need wada' with Rasulullah...saying good bye...and how I really hope I can visit here agaian InsyaALLAH.

After three days in Madinah, its time to do Umrah. For Umrah, you need to restrict yourself from doing certain things when you start to Niat your Umrah. And if you broke it on purpose you need to pay fine. It all being wroted in the book below. Alhamdulillah, we do Umrah everyday. Afiq, my mom and I managed to kiss Hajar Al Aswad.....ALHAMDULILLAH. In mecca, because the time is limited.....we haven't had a chance to visit many places. Like Gua Hira' and Gua Thur, we just look from the ground. In Mecca...due to construction, the dust is everywhere and we need to put mask everytime we want to go to Masjidil Haraam. I imagine myself like Rasulullah during their time. Dust and sand everywhere...and the hot whether(44 celcius). Gosh, its really test you, you know. Lots of people, the dust and the hot whether. Alhamdulillah, one thing, we don't get sick or coughing like some people do.

Its time to go home after five days in Mecca. And only ALLAH knew how I felt. Everytime I'm doing Tawwaf, I'll pray to ALLAH one pray and I really hope ALLAH will grant me my wishes. Sabar is the best medicine now. I remember the first time I saw KAABAH.....and be so near to it, how there is a hot water coming from my eyes and the feeling of grateful to ALLAH to have me as one of HIS guests. How, I'm looking forward to see KAABAH. I hope and pray this is not the last time and there will be another time in future I come here again with the new family I have.......INSYAALLAH....ISTAJIBDUA'ANA YA ALLAH. So, I left Mecca with hopes....only ALLAH can grant my wishes.

Before, we went straight to Malaysia. We transited in Jordan and we visited few places. Like Ashabul Kahfi and Dead Sea. The sea taste like no other sea and the lowest places below the sea level in the world. How Incredible and how ALLAH is sooo POWERFUL. This is the Balasan of ALLAH if you are not following what HE asks you.

To all my friends, do come to the ANBIYAA' world. You can feel the Quraan more. You can see whats in the Quraan with your own eyes. Another thing is that you will feel so grateful because you are Malaysian. How blessed Malaysia is.

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bismillahirrahmaanirrahim...
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Dalam Mencari Redhanya.....

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim

Labbaika ALLAH humma Labbaik. Alhamdulillah, InsyaALLAH saya dan emak serta afiq, adik yg bongsu akan terbang meninggalkan Malaysia buat sementara waktu untuk melawat syria, madinah, mekkah dan jordan. Inilah detik yang ku tunggu-tunggu, dan sedar tak sedar insyaALLAH esok akan berangkat ke tanah suci....MasyaALLAH.

Rasa syukur yang tak terhingga kepada ALLAH Yang MAHA KUASA dan MAHA PEMURAH. Memang ALLAH akan memakbulkan niat hambanya jika niat itu untuk kebaikan. Sudah lama ku memasang niat untuk megerjakan UMRAH selepas tamat pengajian. Sejak di semester kedua. ALLAH permudahkan segala2nya. ALLAH memurahkan rezeki ku serta keluarga sehingga kami dapat menunaikan hajat kami ini.

Keyakinan itu penting. Waktu pasang niat tue, memang tiada simpanan lagi, tapi berusaha menyimpan sedikit-sedikit. Alhamdulillah, ALLAH permudahkan. Niat ku satu, aku mengharapkan aku jumpa sesuatu yang ku cari selama ini. Ku sentiasa berdoa, agar ALLAH memberikan petunjuk kepada ku nanti.

Aku ingin dekat dengan Rasullah, walaupun ku pasti tidak ketemunya, cukuplah sekadar dekat dengan makamnya. Aku ingin melihat Kaabah di depan mataku. Merasa sendiri kepayahan Siti Hajar, berlari-lari anak sebanyak tujuh kali untuk mencari air untuk anakandanya, Ismail. Buat sahabat-sahabat ku, ku mohon maaf dan doakan kesejahteraan kami sekeluarga sepanjang di bumi Arab ini. Semoga kita bertemu kembali....wassalam

NADIAH means.....

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim....



Gi page kak mar & nampak ni. So, what does my name means????

What Nadiah Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

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